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between its legs。 Also the authorities were naturally anxious to prevent the war from spreading to the civil population。 So our proposed coup came to nothing。
Now followed a period of great alarm。 We were surrounded by the enemy�察�and from hour to hour never knew on whom or where the blow might fall。 Every night at Hilldrop we placed Kaffirs on the surrounding hills that they might warn us of the approach of the enemy。 Well and faithfully did these men fulfil their duty�察�indeed�察�we were kept advised of all that happened through the Zulu natives dwelling on our farm。 Also my old body´servant�察�Mazooku�察�had joined me on my return to Africa�察�and with his friends night and day guarded us as a mother might her child。 Night by night�察�sometimes in our clothes�察�we slept with about six horses saddled in the stable�察�loaded rifles leaning against the beds�察�and revolvers beneath our pillows。
Next came a rumour�察�apparently well substantiated�察�that the expected battle between the invading Boers and the reinforcements was actually to take place on the following day at a drift of the Ingagaan River upon our own farm�察�Rooipoint。 It was added�察�probably with truth�察�that the main body of the Boers intended to occupy my house and the hill behind。 This was too much�察�so�察�abandoning everything except our plate�察�we retreated into laager at Newcastle�察�and there spent several very unfortable days。 For some reason that never transpired�察�however�察�the Boers never delivered the expected attack。 It was the one military mistake that they made�察�for had they done so I believe they would have cut up the long line of reinforcements�察�and subsequently have taken the town of Newcastle without much difficulty。 On the contrary�察�they withdrew to the Nek as silently and swiftly as they had e。
On February 17th the reinforcements marched safely into Newcastle。 General Wood�察�however�察�who I think acpanied them�察�was sent down´country by Colley to bring up more reinforcements and to look after stores�察�a task which to the lay mind might have been equally well performed by some subordinate officer。 I should add it was said that by mutual agreement of these two generals no further offensive movement was to take place until Wood returned again。
If so�察�that agreement was not kept�察�since on Sunday�察�the 27th of February�察�I heard the sound of distant guns�察�which most of the others attributed to thunder。 So certain was I on the point that some of us rode to the camp to make inquiries。 On our way through the town we learned that messages were pouring down the wires from Mount Prospect�察�and found the place full of rumours。 At the camp�察�however�察�nothing was known�察�indeed�察�several officers to whom we spoke laughed at us。 It would almost seem as though Colley had undertaken his fatal movement without advising his base。
I cannot tell again the horrible story of Majuba。 Afterwards Colonel Mitchell told me the tale of what was happening at Government House in Maritzburg。 Into the office where I used to sit the messages poured down from Majuba�察�reporting its occupation and the events which followed as they occurred。 So to speak�察�Majuba was in that room。 As each wire arrived it was his duty to take it to Lady Colley in another part of the house。 At length came a pause and then a telegram of two words�此 �Colley dead�察院�and then ! nothing more。
This message too Colonel Mitchel must take to the chamber where the wife sat waiting。 He said that she would not believe it�察�also that it was the most dreadful moment of his life。
In one of the letters published in Butler¨s Life of Colley�察�he writes to his wife that his good luck was so great and so continuous that it caused him to be afraid。 Not in vain was he afraid�察�for can anything be more tragic than this man¨s history� �One of Wolseley¨s darlings�察�every advancement�察�every honour was heaped upon him。 At last Fortune offered to him a soldier¨s supreme opportunity�察�and he used it thus� �Had he been content to wait�察�it was said at the time ! and I for one believe ! that the Boers would have melted away。 Or�察�if they did not�察�he would soon have found himself at the head of a force that might have manded victory。 He would have bee one of the greatest generals in the Empire�察�and the history of South Africa would have been changed�察�for it was only defeat that brought about the Retrocession。 But he had theories and he lacked patience。 Or perhaps Destiny drove him on。 In only one thing was it kind to him。 It did not leave him living to contemplate his own ruin and the dishonour of his country。 Peace be to him。
Now I will return�察�not without relief�察�to my own story�察�which is best set out in such letters as have survived。 These remain clear and fixed�察�about them can gather nothing of the uncertainties or mists of time and memory。
In one written by my wife to my mother from Hilldrop on March 7�察�1881�察�she says��
As you will have seen from the papers�察�we are not altogether in an enviable position。 The state of affairs out here is really being very serious。 We are told that the troops now in camp at the ^Nek ̄ are perfectly panic´stricken by the continual defeats they have sustained�察�and that in the last engagement�察�when poor Sir George Colley lost his life�察�the officers had the greatest difficulty in getting their men to stand。 Of course�察�as everyone says�察�it is not to be wondered at。 Three times now have our men been sent out in small bodies to face double their numbers and have simply been shot down like sheep without being able to make any effectual resistance。 In spite of the Boers being rebels one cannot help admiring the way in which they are conducting this affair。 Their coolness and pluck are wonderful�察�and they have not made one false move yet。 Add to this the fact that they are all splendid shots�察�and you will agree that it is no mean foe with whom we have to deal�察�though this is what our officers and men would not at first believe。 Hence these sad disasters。 Poor Sir George Colley has paid dearly for his rashness�察�but�察�humanly speaking�察�it was far better for him to die as he did fighting bravely at the head of his men than to live with a lost reputation。 Lost it decidedly would have been�察�for popular feeling was strong against him even before this last affair。
And now for a few words about ourselves。 。 。 。 The farm is pretty flourishing。 We are now in the middle of haymaking�察�and the lazy Rider is routed out about 6 A。M。 every fine morning to go and cut。 He looks all the better for it�察�in fact I think we are both in better health than when we left England。 We have lost another ostrich�察�luckily not a very good one�察�but the other birds seem to be doing nicely and some of them have splendid feathers 。 。 。 。
On May 3�察�1881�察�I wrote��
My dearest Mother�察 � 。 。 。 I do not know how to thank you all enough for the loving interest you have all shown towards us in our trouble。 We were extremely surprised and�察�speaking from a personal point of view�察�delighted to get a telegram from Jack ��my brother who afterwards became Consul at Madagascar�察�etc。 ! H。 R。 H。�А�the other morning announcing his arrival at the Cape。 We thought he had given up all idea of ing。
Perhaps you will hardly have been surprised at my letter to my father telling him that we are seriously debating clearing out of this part of the world。 I am sorry to say that every day that has elapsed since I wrote has only strengthened my conviction that henceforth we can look for no peace or security in South Africa。
I fear our property will suffer from this business。 A little while since we could have easily got 3000 pounds for the farm。 I don¨t know if we shall be able to do so now。 。 。 。 I cannot tell you how sorry I shall be if we have to leave this place�察�as I repeat I think is probable。 After a two years¨ struggle we were just beginning to do well�察�and had there been no war I think this would have developed into a very thriving concern。 Latterly we have been clearing at the rate of over 2000 pounds a year 。 。 。 。
In a letter to my mother�察�dated May 4�察�1881�察�my wife says��
The High missioner�察�to whom we have let the house�察�is also expected�察�so I fear Jack will arrive to find us in rather a muddle。 We shall have to live in a kind of picnic fashion�察�I expect for about a fortnight�察�as our house´room will consist of a bedroom and two tents�  � one of which we shall convert into a kitchen and the other into a room for Jack。 Mr。 Cochrane and George Blomefield ��a ward of my father¨s who had bee our farming partner。 ! H。 R。 H。�А�are going over to the mill�察�where they will have to get on as best they can。 Happily the rains seem to have e to an end for this season and we are now having bright sunny weather�察�just the right sort for camping out。
After talking of our losses from the horse´sickness�察�she adds��
The mill is now finished and ready to start。 They made the first trial of it the other day�察�with rather disastrous results to poor George Blomefield。 He went up a ladder and meddled with one of the safety´valves ��the mill not going quite right���察�whereupon a tremendous noise was heard and a rush of steam and water came out。 All the lookers´on fled for their lives thinking something fearful had happened�察�and Mr。 B。 in his hurry slipped his foot and came down with a crash upon his head�察�happily however without hurting himself at all。 I am sure one of them will get blown up in the end�察�and am only glad Rider¨s talents do not lie in the machinery line。 。 。 。 I think myself that if we can get a good price for the farm and mill it will be wisest to leave this country and try some more peaceful colony�察�and I find that a good many of the Transvaal landowners are already on the move。
I still possess the agreement�察�dated April 6�察�1881�察�under which I let Hilldrop ^for a residence for H。E。 Sir Hercules Robinson and staff and for the use and service of the Royal mission about to assemble under H。E。`s presidency ̄ for a period of two weeks certain with an ^option of renewal for a further period to plete the term of one month�察院�reserving only our own bedroom for my wife¨s use。 No doubt as thrifty people the offer of 50 pounds a week rent tempted us�察�also the domestic event which has been alluded to was not expected to occur until later。 In this�察�however�察�we were mistaken�察�as the next letter shows。
If I remember rightly the mission occupied the house for about five weeks�察�during which time we all got on very well together�察�and of course I heard much of what was going on。 It was a strange fate which decreed that the Retrocession of the Transvaal�察�over which I had myself hoisted the British flag�察�should be practically acplished beneath my roof。
On May 24�察�1881�察�I write to my father��
I hope by now you will have received the telegram I despatched yesterday telling you of the safe birth of a son 。 。 。 a full three weeks before the child was expected to arrive。
I am now most thankful to be able to tell you that both dear Louie and her son were doing as well as possible�察�indeed Louie looks little if any the worse 。 。 。 。
Jack got here all right acpanied by Spice ��who signalised her arrival by fighting the household cat at the top of a tree�� about a week ago。 He is very flourishing�察�but I fear there is no chance of his getting employment in Natal owing to the flood of Transvaal officials who have to be provided for somehow。 His account of Vancouver Island is such as to make us abandon our idea of forming a pany and going there�察�so I suppose we must stay on here and then e home。 The Royal mission are still in the house。 I have dined with Sir Hercules once or twice�察�he is a very pleasant old gentleman。 We don¨t at all know what is going to happen here。 If it is war I only hope it will not be until Louie is well enough to travel down country。 I don¨t want to stop here through another war。 。 。 。 The farm is going fairly。 All our oxen that are in Government service have knocked up from work�察�so we have to spend about 300 pounds in fresh ones�察�which is a great pull。 However it will give us a fine head of draught cattle next year。
About this time I received the following from Sir Bartle Frere��
Athenaeum Club�察�Pall Mall��
July 20�察�1881。
My dear Haggard�察 � I am very much obliged to you for your most valuable and interesting letter of June 6th�察�which contains one of the best accounts I have read of the present miserable state of aff
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