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。 And yet after all was it so�拭�He did what was right�察�and he did it well。 The exigencies of our home politics�察�stirred into action by the rebellion of the Boers�察�appeared to wreck his policy。 At the cost of I know not how many English lives and of how much treasure�察�that policy was reversed�此�the country was given back。 What ensued�拭�A long period of turmoil and difficulties�察�and then a war which cost us twenty thousand more lives and two hundred and fifty millions more of treasure to bring about what was in practice the same state of affairs that Sir Theophilus Shepstone had established over twenty years before without the firing of a single shot。 A little more wisdom�察�a little more firmness or foresight�察�and these events need never have occurred。 They were one of Mr。 Gladstone¨s gifts to his country。
But the very fact of their occurrence shows that Shepstone�察�on whose shoulders everything rested at the time�察�was right in his premises。 He said in effect that the incorporation of the Transvaal in the Empire was an imperial necessity�察�and the issue has proved that he did not err。 I say that the course of history has justified Sir Theophilus Shepstone and shown his opponents and detractors to be wrong�察�as in another case it has justified Charles Gordon and again proved those same opponents and detractors to be wrong。 On their heads be all the wasted lives and wealth。 I am sure that the future will declare that he was right in everything that he did�察�for if it was not so why is the Transvaal now a Province of the British Empire�拭�Nothing can explain away the facts�察�they speak for themselves。
How shocking�察�how shameless was the treatment meted out to Shepstone personally ! I presume for purely political reasons�察�since I cannot conceive that he had any individual enemies ! is well shown by the following letter from him to me which through a pure accident chances to have been discovered by my brother�察�Sir William Haggard�察�amongst his own papers。
Pietermaritzburg�察�Natal��
July 6�察�1884。
My dear Haggard�察 � I am afraid that I cannot take much credit to myself this time for giving you practical proof that I think of you by writing you a letter�察�for although I do as a matter of fact think of you both�察�almost as often as old Polly the parrot calls me a ^very domde Boer�察院�an expression which you taught the bird and which it has not forgotten�察�yet this is essentially a selfish letter written with selfish ends�察�but let me assure you that it is nevertheless leavened�察�as strongly as ever�察�with the same old love。
The fact is that the Treasury at Home have made a fierce and ungenerous attack on my Transvaal accounts�察�and threaten to surcharge me with all items to the extent of several thousand pounds for which receipts or vouchers of some sort are not forthing。 Among these are two small payments to you�此�one they call a gratuity of 25 pounds�察�an acknowledgment of your services to the mission for which you received no pay�察�and the other 20 pounds as pensation for a horse that died on your journey as missioner to Sikukuni�察�and I want you to be good enough to send a certificate acknowledging the payment of each of these items and stating that you signed a receipt for each when it was paid。 They are under the impression that Colonel Brooke�察�who kept the accounts�察�never took care to get receipts�此�the fact being that he was most careful on this point�察�but that the vouchers and some of the accounts also were�察�most of them�察�lost during the siege of Pretoria。
The officers of the Treasury have reflected upon my personal honesty�察�and Mr。 Courtney has amused himself by writing some facetious paragraphs�察�this has of course furnished more or less amusing reading for the society journals。 The Colonial Office defended me very vigorously�察�but I have strongly resented such treatment and shown the injustice and untruthfulness of it�察�or any foundation for it�察�in a memo。 to the Secretary of State。 Meanwhile the Treasury withhold my pension。
This letter is horribly egotistical so far�察�but I could not help it�察�as I explained on the first page。
As things have turned out�察�it was a fortunate thing that you left this country when you did。 Our condition as Englishmen�察�or rather the condition of our Government in regard to this country�察�reminds me strongly of the craven soldiers under Baker Pasha when they were beaten by the Arabs at Teb�此�they are described as meekly kneeling to meet their fate。 That is exactly what the British Government have been doing�察�since Majuba�察�in Africa。 The Boers have now taken possession of Central Zululand�察�and they are quite right to do so。 The Government allowed anarchy to run rampant on their ��the Boer¨s�А�border�察�and then publicly declared in the House of mons that they intended to leave the Zulus to settle their affairs in their own way�察�and they called in the Boers to settle them for them on the promise of giving them land。 They have made the boy Dinizulu king�察�and have helped the Usutu party to destroy Sibelu�察�who was made independent by the British Government within boundaries formally assigned and pointed out to him。 This was part of their bargain。 Now they ��i。e。 the Boers�А�are negotiating for the land they are to get�察�and as the king¨s party have got all they wanted to get out of the Boers�察�I shall not be surprised if some difficulty should arise between them。 It was at one time feared that the Boers might not respect the Reserve�察�and so bring on a collision between them and the Government�察�and that would of course mean a very serious difficulty in the whole of South Africa�察�but I hope that there is no fear of this for the present at any rate。
Poor old Osborn seems to be quite worn out by all the worry that he has had ever since he left the Transvaal�察�and I do not wonder at it�察�he has not been allowed to rule�察�and yet has been required to interfere�察�so in the eyes of the Zulus�察�as indeed in those of everyone else�察�he is neither fish�察�flesh nor good red herring。 。 。 。 Sir Henry Bulwer has a very bad time of it�察�he sees and says what ought to be done�察�but there is no response�察�and things are left to drift�察�until some eddy or other in the stream strands them。 I am very sorry�察�often�察�for him�察�and I ��think�А�that if it were not for his sense of loyalty to the Government at home he would throw up。 。 。 。 I have had a serious illness since I came back from England�察�congestion of liver�察�but am well again。 With much love to you both��
T。 Shepstone。
Can anything be more piteous than the tale the aged statesman tells in the above epistle�拭�He�察�of all men the most spotless and upright in character�察�to have reflections made upon his ^personal honesty�察院�and by the servants of the Government which he had served with such signal faithfulness throughout a long life� �Only a very little while before this letter was written those who�察�or whose masters�察�were seeking to brand him as a mon thief had e to him for help in their difficulties�察�asking him once more to visit Zululand and further their tortuous and wretched policy by carrying out the restoration of Cetewayo。 I believe that the annexation of the Transvaal�察�which cost a million to surrender and two or three hundred times that sum to reconquer�察�was effected at an expense of about 10��000 pounds in all。 It was this paratively insignificant sum that�察�nearly seven years subsequently to its disbursement�察�was subjected to the microscopic examination of the Treasury clerks。 Vouchers�察�as he says�察�were lost or destroyed during a prolonged siege�察�and here was a great opportunity of throwing mud at an honoured name�察�and of causing its owner�察�already sinking towards the grave�察�to spend his last years in poverty by depriving him of the pension that he had earned。
Now�察�as I am involved in this matter ! to the extent of 45 pounds sterling ! I had better defend myself�察�lest in due course reflections should be made upon my honesty as well as upon that of my Chief。 The 25 pounds was�察�I believe�察�given to me to cover certain out´of´pocket expenses�察�I being at the time totally unpaid。 The 20 pounds was pensation for a horse of more than that value which died when I was serving with the Secocoeni mission upon a somewhat arduous business。 In after years the Treasury wrote to me direct about this said horse。 I answered that�察�so long a time having elapsed�察�I could not carry the details of the loss in my mind�察�but that to save the trouble of further correspondence I should be happy�察�if they wished it�察�to send them a cheque for the amount。 To this proposal I am still awaiting a reply。
Such is the treatment that the greatest Empire in the world can mete out to its servants if their services chance to have proved inconvenient to the political prospects of the party in power。 Well�察�as Gunnar said in the immortal Saga�察�when one whom he trusted refused to help him in his uttermost need and gave him to his death�察 �Every one seeks honour in his own fashion。 ̄ It would appear that the fashion of party hacks�察�however exalted or successful�察�does not always agree with the tradition and practice of the average English gentleman。 But over such a matter it is easy to lose one¨s balance and write without a desirable moderation。 So I will leave the facts to speak for themselves。 It seems to me that no words of mine can make them blacker than they are�察�nor indeed do I wish to dwell upon them more。 To me�察�at least�察�they are too painful。 Let history judge。
After the Zulu disaster a mounted corps�察�which was christened the Pretoria Horse and posed for the most part of well´bred men�察�was enrolled in that town。 In the emergency of the times officials were allowed to join�察�a permission of which I availed myself。 At a preliminary meeting of the corps I was elected adjutant and one of the two lieutenants�察�the captain being a Mr。 Jackson�察�a colonial gentleman of great experience。
I was�察�and indeed still am�察�very proud of the pliment thus paid to me by my rades while I was still so young a man。 We were ordered to proceed to Zululand with Weatherley¨s corps。 As it chanced�察�at the last moment these orders were countermanded�察�which perhaps was fortunate for us�察�since otherwise in all human probability our bones would now be rotting beneath the soil of Zululand in pany with those of the ill´fated Weatherley¨s Horse。
The reason for this change of plan was that of a sudden the Boers�察�seeing the difficulties of the English Government and knowing that the Zulus were not now to be feared�察�as their hands were full�察�began to threaten rebellion so vigorously that it was deemed necessary to retain us for the defence of Pretoria。 To the number of about three thousand men they assembled themselves upon the high veld at a distance of thirty miles from Pretoria and here formed a semi´permanent armed camp。 I was sent out in mand of six or eight picked men to an inn that I think was called Ferguson¨s�察�situated a few miles from this camp。 We were unarmed except for our revolvers�察�and the object of my mission was to watch the Boers。 I had my spies in the camp�察�and every night one or other of these men crept out and reported to me what had taken place during the day and any other information he could collect。 This I forwarded to Pretoria�察�by letter if I thought it safe�察�or�察�if I had reason to fear that my messenger would be stopped and searched�察�by means of different´coloured ribbons�察�each of which had a prearranged significance。 At different points along the road I had horsemen hidden day and night�察�and�察�as my messenger galloped up�察�the relief emerged to meet him�察�took the despatch or the ribbon�察�and in his turn galloped away to the next relief。 In this fashion I used to get in news to the military authorities very quickly�察�covering the twenty´five miles of rough country in about an hour even on the darkest nights。 Cochrane�察�I remember�察�was nearly killed by his horse falling with him in the blackness when engaged upon this dangerous and exciting duty。
I gather from the following document scribbled in pencil by my captain�察�but undated�察�that somehow has survived to this day�察�that my letters were very hurriedly written。 Here it is��
Dear Haggard�察 � Your last safely to hand。 The only thing meant in my last about writing clearly was that we could hardly make out some of the words。 Colonel Lanyon10 said he could see that you had written in too great a hurry。 It is better to take a
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