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hesitated�察�seeing that I was barely twenty´one years of age and had received no legal training。 Moreover in those days the office was one of great importance。
To put it mildly�察�the lawyers who frequented the Transvaal courts were not the most eminent of their tribe。 Indeed some of them had e thither because of difficulties that had attended their careers in other lands。 Thus one of them was reported to have mitted a murder and to have fled from the arm of justice。 Another subsequently became notorious in connection with the treatment of the loyal prisoners at the siege of Potchefstroom。 He was fond of music�察�and it is said that before two of these unfortunate men were executed�察�or rather murdered�察�he took them into a church and soothed their feelings by playing the ^Dead March in Saul ̄ over them。 He�察�by the way�察�was the original of my character of Frank Muller in ^Jess。 ̄ Even those of the band who had nothing against them were tainted by a mon fame�此�they all overcharged。 It was frequently their practice to open their bill of costs with an item of fifty guineas set down as ^retaining fee�察院�and this although they were not advocates but attorneys who were allowed to plead。
In those days the Boers were extraordinarily litigious�察�it  to spend hundreds or even thousands of pounds over the question of the ownership of a piece of land that was worth little。 So it came about that before the Annexation they were most mercilessly fleeced by the lawyers into whose hands they fell。 This was the situation which I was called upon to face。 Also as Master I held another important office�察�that of the official Guardian of the estates of all the orphans in the Transvaal。
I entered on my duties with fear and trembling�察�but very soon grasped the essential facts of the case。 One of the first bills that was laid before me was for 600 pounds。 I taxed it down by one´half。 Then�察�either over this or some other bill�察�the row began。 The lawyers petitioned against me without avail。 They appealed against my decision to the High Court�察�again without avail�察�for Mr。 Justice Kotze supported me。 For a whole day was that bill argued in court�察�with the result that I was ultimately ordered to restore an amount of�察�I think�察�six and eightpence��
Considerable percentage fees were payable to Government on these taxed bills�察�and for a while I trusted to those who presented the bills to hand over these sums to the Treasury。 By an accident I discovered that this was not always done。 So I invented a system of stamps which had to be affixed to the bill before I signed it。 In short the struggle was long and arduous�察�but in the end I won the day�察�with the result that I and my flock became the best of friends。 I think that when I left them they were sincerely sorry。 I remember that in one case�察�a very important divorce action which occupied the court for more than a week�察�the petition was dismissed not because the adultery was not proved but on the ground of collusion。 Of this collusion the parties were innocent�察�but the evidence showed that the petitioner¨s solicitor had actually drafted some of the pleas for the defendant¨s solicitor and in other ways had been the source of the said collusion�察�thus causing his client to lose the case。 On this ground I disallowed all his bill of costs�察�except the out´of´pocket expenses。 No appeal was entered against this decision。
Of the surviving letters which I sent home at this period of my life several deal with my appointment to the office of Master and Registrar of the Transvaal High Court�察�and others with public affairs。 From these I quote some extracts。
Pretoria�此�Dec。 18�察�1877。
My dearest Mother�察 � 。 。 。 Our chief excitement just now is the Zulu business。 It is to be hoped that the Chief will stave it off till April�察�because the horse´sickness would render all cavalry useless at this time of year。 I do not suppose that the Home Government will help�察�though perhaps they may�察�the Conservatives being in。 If we have to fight by ourselves it will doubtless be at great risk and cost of life。 You see�察�unless public opinion presses�察�the Home Government is always glad to set a thing of the sort down as a scare�察�and to let ^those troublesome fellows settle it somehow。 ̄ But I do not think that this is a matter that can be settled without an appeal to arms and one last struggle between the white and the black races。 That it will be a terrible fight there is no doubt�察�the Zulus are brave men�察�as reckless about death as any Turk。 They are panting for war�察�for they have not ^washed their spears ̄ since the battle of the Tugela in 1856�察�when the two brothers fought for the throne�察�and when the killed on one side alone amounted to 9000 men。 They will e now to drive the white men back into the ^Black Water�察院�or to break their power�察�and die in the attempt。
I think I told you that their plan of battle is to engage us in the open for three days and three nights。 They say they intend to begin by firing three rounds and then charge in from every side。 It will be a magnificent sight to see about twenty thousand of those fellows sweeping down�察�but perhaps more picturesque than pleasant。 However�察�I have little doubt but that we shall beat them。 Besides the thing may blow over。 I am going to volunteer this afternoon。 。 。 。 I see that Sir Henry is getting unpopular in Natal。 All the papers are pitching into him for being too ^timid and cautious。 ̄ He will be in a terrible way about this Zulu business 。 。 。 。
P。S。 ! I have just ^taken the shilling ̄ as a cavalry volunteer。
Pretoria�此�Feb。 11�察�1878。
My dearest Mother�察 � 。 。 。 We are rather in a state of excitement ��as usual���察�as the Boers are making some decided manifestations against us�察�and even talking of summoning the Volksraad。 They think because we are quiet we are afraid。 I should not at all wonder if we had a row�察�and in many ways it would not be a bad thing。 Paul Kruger when he came back was entirely with us�察�but since his return has bee intimidated by the blood´and´thunder party and now declares that he considers himself to be still Vice´President of the country。 There are some very amusing stories told of him whilst in London�此�when asked what made the greatest impression on him there�察�he replied the big horses in the carts�察�and Lord Carnarvon¨s butler�  �He was a `mooi carle¨ ̄ ��beautiful fellow��。
Pretoria�此�March 4�察�1878。
My dearest Mother�察 � 。 。 。 At home you seem rather alarmed about the state of affairs here�察�and it is not altogether reassuring。 The Zulu business hangs fire�察�but that cloud will surely burst。 Luckily the action Sir Henry Bulwer has taken has thrown much of the future responsibility on his shoulders。 。 。 。 It is not for a moment to be supposed that Cetewayo will be bound by any decree given against him。 。 。 。 Our most pressing danger now is the Boers。 They really seem to mean business this time。 From every direction we hear of their preparations�察�etc。 According to the latest news they are ing in on the 16th inst。�察�or else on the 5th of April�察�five thousand strong�察�to demand back the Government。 This of course will be refused。 Then they are going to try to rush the camp and powder magazine and�察�I suppose�察�burn the town。 I am still sceptical about it�此�not that I doubt that they would like to do it。 I dare say they will be tempted by the small number of troops here ��we have only 250 men��。 。 。 。 I am one of the marked men who are to be instantly hung on account of that Secocoeni article I wrote。 Some spiteful brute translated it into Dutch with ments and published it in the local papers。 The Boers are furious�察�there are two things they cannot bear ! the truth and ridicule。 。 。 。 It is precious little I care about them and their threats。 。 。 。 The abuse showered on the heads of the unfortunate English officials here is something simply awful。 You would not know me again if you could see me as I appear in the Volkstemm leaders。 However�察�it amuses them and does not hurt us。 We only hope that when the Chief es back ��we expect him next Monday�� he will take strong measures。 He has been too lenient�察�and consequently they have blackguarded him up hill and down dale。
P。S。 I have a pleasing duty to perform early tomorrow ! go and see a man executed。
Very well do I remember the experience alluded to in this postscript。 The individual referred to was a Kaffir chief of high blood�察�I think the Swazi who was responsible for the killing of Mr。 Bell in order to avoid the payment of taxes。 I cannot recall his name。 He was a most dignified and gentlemanlike person。 At the execution the interpreter asked him if he had anything to say before he died。 He began to repeat his version of the affair with which we were already acquainted�察�and on being stopped�察�remarked�察 �I have spoken�察�I am ready。 ̄
In the grey morning light he was then led to the scaffold erected in the prison yard。 He walked to it and examined the noose and other arrangements。 The executioner proved to be hopelessly drunk�察�a black Christian preacher wearing a battered tall hat prayed over the doomed man。 The High Sheriff�察�Juta�察�overe by the spectacle�察�retired into a corner of the yard�察�where he was violently ill。 The thing had to be done�察�and between the drunken executioner and an overe High Sheriff it devolved upon me。 So I stood over that executioner and forced him to perform his office。 Thus died this brave Swazi gentleman。
Pretoria�此�Sunday�察�March 31�察�1878。
My dear Father�察 � Very many thanks for your long and kind letter of 20th Feb。 1878 and all the advice it contained。 With what you say I to a very great extent agree。 I had some idea of shifting�察�but recent events have considerably altered my plans。 I think that unless something unexpected occurs I am now certain of the Master and Registrarship here�察�which will be worth 400 pounds a year ! with a probable increase of pay in two or three years。 It will also make me a head of Department�察�which at the age of twenty´one is not so bad。 However�察�experience has taught me that it is foolish to count one¨s chickens before they are hatched�察�so as I have not actually been appointed the less said about it at present the better。 Even supposing I do not get it I am not sure that I should change unless I got the offer of something very good。 This is a new country where there are very few above me�察�and a country which must bee rich and rising ! also the climate is good。 However�察�I shall of course be guided by circumstances�察�and if I should do so I am sure you will understand that it will be because I thought it on the whole best。
Of course the lawyers are making a desperate stand against my appointment�察�but with very little effect。 It does not at all suit their book。 They want to get in a man of the old clique who would not be above a ^consideration。 ̄ When first I acted one of them tried it on indirectly with me�察�wanted to pay me double fees for some missioner¨s work�察�but I think I rather startled him。
The next letter runs as follows��
Pretoria�此�April 7�察�1878。
My dear Father�察 � I have to tell you what I am sure you will be glad to hear�察�namely�察�that I have won the day with reference to my appointment as Master and Registrar。 I have seen H。E。`s minute to Sec。 to Govt。�察�so I am certain about it now。 The last question has also been settled in my favour�察�i。e。 whether I was to receive 300 or 400 pounds per annum。 I believe I am by far the youngest head of Department in South Africa。 I have also the satisfaction of knowing that my promotion has not been due to any favouritism。 My connection with the Chief has been against me rather than otherwise�察�because people in his position are very slow about doing anything that can be construed into favouritism。 He was good enough�察�I believe�察�to speak very kindly about me when he settled the matter of my appointment this morning�察�saying that ^he thought very highly of me and was sure that I should rise。 ̄ This turn of affairs to a great extent settles the question of my going anywhere else。 I am very glad to have got the better of those lawyers who petitioned against me�察�and also to have held the office so much to the satisfaction of the Government as to justify them in appointing so young a man。 When I began to act eight months since I had not the slightest knowledge of my work�察�a good deal of which is of course technical�察�and what is more ther
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